The sun goes down in my eyes.
22 Nov 2011 1 Comment
For some reason, the title above became my fave line. Now I knew better, since Friday actually. Everyday isn’t made for sunny day and when you’re at it, it’s easy to say “this too shall pass” and you wanted to believe that. In all honesty, even if I am a crybaby, I’m known to be the strongest, the lifter in our family. But now I feel am too weak to push on through…
Maybe it’s time I draw the line. When? NOW. Where? NOW. How? I don’t kNOW.
I’ll figure this out, 12 more days and maybe I’ll be back. Normal or not.
Reckless…
08 Jul 2011 Leave a Comment
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Last time Tricia checked her watch, it was almost 3am, she cannot sleep. She’s having her dose of insomnia nights again, the rerun of thoughts kept on coming back. The what-ifs questions.
What if she say No or Yes, would it matter this time? The idea of seeing Jason is tempting…BUT it also spells a lot of complications. And she knows better than that. She knew she has to say NO, firmly. But she also know she cannot. “what if I just go meetup with him, you know to catch up just like old friends do.”
Texts, offline messages came confirming the “date”. Curiousity is intense, she said yes finally. But until the last minute she was thinking to cancel…
Their meeting is a no fairy-tale setup. The rain is pouring, the street is bustling with people…
Tricia’s phone rings. “the distance” ringtone seem appropriate in the situation.
“I can’t take the distance, I can’t take the miles, I can’t take the time until the next time I see you smile…the music stopped and her phone is ringing again, this time she answered it.
Tricia: hello..
Jason: hey, where you at? Am already here but I don’t see you. Are you inside the restaurant?
Tricia: yes, am here.
When they both turned around, all it takes was to meet each other’s eyes and an instant smile was drawn from their lips. It was awkward though, they cannot even stare at each other for a long time…
Super Anawangin – I <3 you!
09 Feb 2011 1 Comment
And so I love this place (bessie, don’t react:))
I’ve been missing someone lately, it’s like we don’t see each other anymore. Ugh, I should talk about the place. Oh well, that someone depicts the place I am missing so there, I don’t have to explain. 
Anawangin is all over my head (and heart) these days. I can still recall the first time we met, it was an exquisite meeting elbowed by both sides of beauty and ugliness. It wasn’t an easy journey, especially for me. Only the travel was made fun because of the friends I have with me. The kind of friends who would dive to the shore to rescue me in case I drown, the kind who will bawl to death if for some reason, I will not be saved. :p
Okay, so back to the topic Anawangin is like a paradise, the pure white sand, the perfect blue sky and the pine trees! It’s like a combination of Baguio and Bora the serene scenery will lull you to sleep and would make you want to be a beach bum forever it’s the kind of place that would make you feel healed. Like Superman, he can make things feel right even when it’s not (hay, maisingit lang talaga) Ok, okay Superman is another story 
Just like how my friend described Anawangin, it is a paradise. It’s the escape worth fleeing for. No signal, no 5-star hotel service, no aircraft to ride at, just the place itself.
No ad needed to promote it, because once you step to the place, you’ll just be overwhelmed with gratefulness.
A Pledge
07 Feb 2011 Leave a Comment
Some sense :p After V-day, i’d write more, and I’ll tackle some techie side of my work more. After all, even I was a BSAccountancy graduate, I landed a job in IT industry. Perhaps, some geeks would be glad to help me if they know the answer to my work woes
Thanks, in advance
Bored, so bored…
07 Feb 2011 1 Comment
My recent FB status says: “If you’re patient, the wait is sure to be worth it.” I actually got this from my horoscope
Lately, I’ve been visible online, updating my FB stats from time to time, but mostly because I’m stalking someone (para namang hindi ko nakikita noh )
But today is different, I am so bored. I played with my chocolates. Nobody is online. I think everyone’s busy, my bessie is having archiving problems with her Outlook. Superman is not around.
I am trying hard to feel happy ha-ha but I can’t even convince myself 
Sabi pa naman, we are our most beautiful when we’re happy but oh well, am just becoming bored with everything. I felt am becoming tired of waiting. Too bad, I wasn’t able to bring my 2011 planner with me, malamang ang dame kong nasulat.
Anyway, sorry for this nonsense. I’ll talk more sense in my next post Inspire me.
love,
wanderangel
L-O-V-E
23 Jan 2011 1 Comment
Happy 2011!
Hmm, am not stable. Again? ha-ha! I think I’m inlove, after soo many years Strong words :p
Nothing is certain ‘tho, am not even sure if this is really love or just admiration. But definitely, i l-o-v-e this kind of feeling! well, only if I won’t worry much
I wanna thank GOD for this beautiful feeling and the person responsible for my “bloomingness” haha, feeling lang.
You are like my superman, you make it feel right even when I feel it’s not.
Thank YOU :)
06 Oct 2010 1 Comment
Hey, I haven’t shared the great news yet. After all the ranting I’ve done here, I think it’s proper that my “blog” knows that I’m (sanely) stable now. By that, I meant I beat the 3 months probationary stage, which is so unexpected if I’ll base it with the rate I’m going, performance-wise. At least, that’s according to my self-expectations.
Well, I don’t have to fret now, I just have to DO best.
It hasn’t been the smoothest of challenges but I made it. Thank GOD.
September 17
16 Sep 2010 Leave a Comment
Okay, for 30 straight hours am still up, but I am still widely awake. Mainly because I am going home, yes H-O-M-E. I am excited and I can’t just deny it, yahoo!
My fam will be surprised especially my Mama, her eldest pretty girl (now a lady) coming home with box of her favorite pizzas (isn’t that sweet?) ha-ha.
I assumed I’ll be home 2pm, or so. Around 4-5pm, I will visit my dbud’s mom too. Am sure she’ll be glad as well just like my Mama
And then for the next two days, I’ll spend my time with my family, and hopefully with some friends, in an hour or two. I will be a zombie by then, at least a happy zombie
09 Sep 2010 1 Comment
Okay, my birthday is officially over It was an ordinary busy day.
I got work, so I spent the day sleeping since I’m in a graveyard sched. I had barely 5 hours of sleep, it was even extremely traffic. Lots of unread emails, opened issues that need to be deal with.
Yes, it could have been an ordinary day if not because of the heartwarming greetings I received from family and friends. My girl office mates even gave me this DIY gift (coke zero, sky flakes fit, fudgee bar, crunch chocolate, piñata & a catsup ha-ha) hold by a recycled ribbon from red ribbon. It was funny but I was touched
Then 3mins before 12MN, I got a call from an unknown number. It was one of my closest friends, telling me to go down. They were there. I was really surprised. They gave me a Starbucks mug, it was so cute.
I am loved. I think am back to my old self, well that’s according to my Bessie. Am back to being kind ha-ha. I think I will have the entire month to rethink my plans and be the same again. Stay with me if you can. Thanks.
